sandricak

Men det vill ju jag ta och skita i.




Brad paisley - Wiskey Lullaby, det var Tess som nämnde denna för mig.
Lyssna tycker jag. Värsta mardrömmen nu dock.

Why can't only things be like they were
It's not the same when I now look and speak to her
I may be changed but so have she
It's like we're prisoners and we just can't get free
I see her eyes the same old eyes
But then she breaks me down and makes our feelings die


I got a life on my own  I have to be on my own sometimes
I have to stand on my own two feet's and I know I treat her good
But why do we always fight
I can't look at you I can't be with you tonight
And I know that this ain't right
Because I love you so but I have to go alone
Why can't only I for one just be
It's not the same when I now look and speak to him
I may be changed but so have he
It's like we've locked us up and thrown away the key
I see your smile the same old smile
But then he takes me down and make our feelings die
I got a life on my own I have to be on my own sometimes
I have to stand on my own two feet's cause I know I treat him good
But why do we always fight
I can't look at you I can't be with you tonight
And I know that this ain't right
Because I love you so but I have to go alone

This is the end you know
Lady, the plans we had went all wrong
We ain't nothing but fight and shout and tears

We got to a point I can't stand
I've had it to the limit; I can't be your man
I ain't more than a minute away from walking

We can't cry the pain away
We can't find a need to stay
I slowly realized there's nothing on our side

Out of my life, Out of my mind
Out of the tears that we can?t deny
We need to swallow all our pride
And leave this mess behind
Out of my head, Out of my bed
Out of the dreams we had, they're bad
Tell them it's me who made you sad
Tell them the fairytale gone bad
[ Fairytale Gone Bad lyrics found on http://www.completealbumlyrics.com ]

Another night and I bleed
They all make mistakes and so did we
But we did something we can never turn back right

Find a new one to fool
Leave and don't look back. I won't follow
We have nothing left. It's the end of our time

We can't cry the pain away
We can't find a need to stay
There's no more rabbits in my hat to make things right

Out of my life, Out of my mind
Out of the tears we can?t deny
We need to swallow all our pride
And leave *THIS mess behind
Out of my head, Out of my bed
Out of the dreams we had, they're bad
Tell them it's me who made you sad
Tell them the fairytale gone bad

Milk and toast and honey,

visst blir man sugen på en härlig frukost på sängen
tillsammans med honom när man hör just den raden?
Med frisk luft från en öppen dörr eller öppet fönster och
att solen lyser in, en smakande frukost och smakprov
av varandra. Att helt enkelt avnjuta frukosten och varandra.

"True love might fall from the sky
You never know what to find but
didn't he blow my mind this time
Didn't he blow my mind?"

Haha, är inte denna jätte gammal? För jag började i alla fall lyssna på den
för flera evigheter sedan. Men nu helt plötsligt verkar det som att hela världen
lyssnar på den. Flera personer har nämnt den för mig. Gör gärna det, för den
påminner mig om en sten under min kudde ♥♥.





Well, you done done me and you bet I felt it
I tried to be chill but your so hot that i melted
I fell right through the cracks, and i'm tryin to get back
before the cool done run out i'll be givin it my best test
and nothin's gonna stop me but divine intervention
I reckon it's again my turn to win some or learn some

I won't hesitate no more,
no more, it cannot wait i'm yours

Well open up your mind and see like me
open up your plans and damn you're free
look into your heart and you'll find love love love
listen to the music at the moment maybe sing with me
Ah, la peaceful melody
It's your god forsaken right to be loved loved loved loved Loved

So, i won't hesitate no more,
no more, it cannot wait i'm sure
there's no need to complicate our time is short
this is our fate, i'm yours

*scat*

I've been spendin' way too long checkin' my tongue in the mirror
and bendin' over backwards just to try to see it clearer
my breath fogged up the glass
and so I drew a new face and laughed
I guess what I'm a sayin'is there ain't no better reason
to rid yourself of vanity and just go with the seasons
it's what we aim to do
our name is our virtue

I won't hesitate no more, no more
it cannot wait, i'm sure
(there's no need to complicate
our time is short
it cannot wait, i'm yours 2x

no please don't complicate, our time is short
this is our fate, im yours.
no please don't hesitate no more, no more
it cannot wait, the sky is yours!)

well open up your mind and see like me
open up your plans and damn you're free
look into your heart and you'll find love love love love
listen to the music of the moment come and dance with me
ah, la one big family
it's your god forsaken right to be loved, loved, loved, loved
open up your mind and see like me
open up your plans and damn you're free
look into your heart and you'll find love love love love
listen to the music of the moment come and dance with me
ah, la happy family
it's our god forsaken right to be loved loved loved loved
listen to the music of the moment come and dance with me
ah, la peaceful melodies
it's you god forsaken right to be loved loved loved loved...

Everybody's got their history
On every page, a mystery
You can read my diary you're on every line
love is divine

Jag är inte dum i huvudet, jag vet om att "poems" betyder dikter. Har dock både dikter, låtar och låttexter med i denna kategori för er som inte märkt det haha. Skön om er och njut nu av det fina vädret, passa på! Vi bor ju trots allt i Sverige

She walks the mile makes you smile all the while being true
Don't take for granted the passions that she has for you
You will lose if you chose to refuse to put her first
She will if she can find a man who knows her worth

De ting hun sagde til mig kører rundt og rundt
Jeg ved at man kan vænne sig til alting, men det gør ondt
Tiden læger alle sår, siger de
Men hvornår er det?
Hvornår bliver det?
Sætninger fra igår i mit hoved
Jeg vågner op alene, der er blod på min pude
Min sjæl er tom
Jeg havde aldrig set det her komme
Og selvom forholdet gik op og ned, frem og tilbage, som vi sang en gang
Har jeg altid hævdet at være en gentleman
Men måske var den eneste jeg ikke var det overfor dig
Så det sårer mig jeg ved jeg glemte at holde døren for dig til sidst
Glemte at give dig kys om morgenen før jeg gik
Glemte at holde liv i den gnist, som vi to startede
Og jeg gik nok lidt for meget op i penge og parties
Aldrig havde jeg troet at du blev så frustreret over mig at du skred fra mig
Jeg hørte godt det du sagde til mig i går
Det er bare som om alt indeni mig stadig ikke forstår

Jeg kommer hjem i nat
For at holde dig tæt
Og fortælle dig at
Det her bliver det sidste kys
Jeg kommer hjem i nat
Men selvom jeg ik' er her når du vågner op baby
Ved jeg det hele bliver okay

De ting hun sagde til mig kører rundt og rundt
Jeg ved at man kan vænne sig til alting, med det gør ondt
Tiden læger alle sår, siger de
Men hvornår er det?
Hvornår bliver det?
Du kom ud af ingenting, men jeg tror, jeg var parat
For du fik noget frem i mig, som jeg troede, jeg havde tabt,
Så jeg lod det flyde, tog en dag ad gangen
Et billede i mit hoved af dig og mig sammen
For du havde alt det, alle de andre ikke kunne give mig
Og jeg havde en fornemmelse af, at du virkelig kunne lide mig
Så jeg fortalte hvad jeg følte, og at den her sommer kunne blive vores
Også selvom alle odds var imod os
Fra drømme til virkeligheden, fra at give op til at blive ved
Jeg syntes, vi tog det meste med
Men ligeså hurtigt som det kom, var det væk igen
Og vi gik hver vores vej ud af manegen
Smukke ting går, smukke ting kommer
Og jeg faldt for dig den sommer
Men jeg ved, der var en mening med, det ikke skulle være os to
Og du skal vide, jeg godt forstår, det du sagde til mig nu

Jeg kommer hjem i nat
For at holde dig tæt
Og fortælle dig at
Det her bliver det sidste kys
Jeg kommer hjem i nat
Men selvom jeg ik' er her når du vågner op baby
Ved jeg det hele bliver okay

Okay -
Jeg ved, at det vil blive okay
Med tiden bliver det hele okay
Jeg er stærk nok til at komme igen

Okay -
Jeg ved, at det vil blive okay
Med tiden bliver det hele okay
Jeg er stærk nok til at komme igen

Jeg kommer hjem i nat
For at holde dig tæt
Og fortælle dig at
Det her bliver det sidste kys
Jeg kommer hjem i nat
Men selvom jeg ik´ er her når du vågner op baby
Ved jeg det hele bliver okay

De ting hun sagde til mig kører rundt og rundt
Jeg ved at man kan vænne sig til alting ,med det gør ondt
Tiden læger alle sår, siger de
Men hvornår er det?
Hvornår bliver det?

Ler du så ler jag
Är du glad så är jag

Kan inte sova, du finns i tanken hela natten
Jag tänker på ditt leende & tänker 'du är vacker'
Du gör mig glad och ler du så ler jag
Du får mig att må bra så är du glad så är jag
Ge mig en chans och jag dig allt du vill
Ger dig hela mitt hjärta om du ger mig halva ditt
Min kärlek, du är den enda som är värd den
Du är något för alla men för mig är du världen
Till nått bättre har du ändrat mitt beteende
Ditt leende, passar perfekt i ditt utseende
Hela du är underbar, du är perfekt,
Så de är väl inte konstigt att jag föll direkt
När jag såg dig, tänkte direkt 'jag måste få dig'
Jag undrar vad du hette men jag våga inte fråga
Från första sekund gjorde du mig stum
Jag tog det lungt men jag tänkte 'det är hon'

Jag tänker ofta på oss två tillsammans, vet du det?
Har du någon aning om hur vacker du är?
När du finns vid min sida är känslan den bästa
Jag ser en bild av oss två, 'prinsen & prinsessan'
Jag vill ha dig, drunkna i din famn
Men vad jag än gör så är jag inte han
Han som du tänker på
Han i din dröm
Jag är bara någon
Någon som du glömmt
Fan, jag tänker på dig hela tiden
Du lyste upp min värld när det var bara mörker i den
Du är den enda som finns i hjärtat nu
Du, du, du och bara du
Så låt mig älska dig
Låt mig göra dig glad
Du gjorde mig lycklig jag vill göra samma sak
Men, kom ihåg jag finns alltid här
Vad som än händer glöm aldrig bort din Kass

Vad är det som händer mellan oss när vi ser varann
nånting speciellt men det gör att jag vill hålla din hand

Allting stannar upp när jag ser dig
hjärtat bulltar fort, jag vill ju vara med dig
Kom och ta min hand
men nångting hindrar dig
vem ska stoppa dina steg från att få gå till mig
men du förvirrat ler
det här är ingen lek
jag är också rädd, rädd att göra fel
Låt mig få komma nära dig o-oo

[Verse 1]
She was on her way to becoming a college graduate
Wouldn't even stop to talk to the average kid
The type of latina I'd sit and contemplate marriage with
Fuck the horse and carriage shit, her love was never for hire
Disciplined, intellectual beauty's what I desire
Flyer than Salma Hayek or Jennifer Lopez
Everyone told me, kickin' it to her was hopeless
At first I just thought, she didn't mess with broke kids
The thug niggaz always talking about, how they smoke kids
But the rich-sniff-coke kids got no play
"I'm not even interested" is what her body language would say
Everyone around the way, gave up trying to get in it
It didn't matter how good your game was, she wasn't with it
On the block, bitches was jealous, but wouldn't admit it
Talk shit, and deny to everyone that they did it
'Cause they regreted the long list of niggaz that they let hit it
And no one ever gave them shit except McDonald's and did-dick
Smoking weed with thoughts of envy, whenever they lit it
She smoked intelligently and they bit it, always trying to copy
But when they tried to use her vocab, they sounded sloppy
She had a style, all her own, respectful and pure
I was sick in the head for her, and there wasn't a cure

[Hook - Jean Grae]
Don't you know that, time waits for no man
Not fate, it's all planned
I'm blessed just to know you
I've loved and I've lost just to hold you all night
Can't find, a reason why
God came, to you and I
If I had the chance again, I'd never let you go
Hold tight to your love, 'cause you never know

[Verse 2]
Her eyes are brown and beautiful, yet empty and sad
I used to talk to her occasionally, and she was glad
That I wasn't just another nigga trying to get in it
So every now and then we'd stop and talk for a minute
I didn't have a gimmick so the minutes turned to hours
On her birthday, I gave her a poem with flowers
Then I took her out to dinner after her cousin's baby shower
We talked about, power to the people and such
We spent more time together but it was never enough
I never tried to sneak a touch, or even cop a feel
I was too interested, in keeping it real
Perfectly honest and complete, she would always call me "carino,"
And never Technique, bought me a new book to read every 2 or 3 weeks
Forever changing the expression of my thoughts when I speak
It was because of her, I even deaded all of my freaks
She convinced me, to stop hangin' out on the streets
To stop robbin' and stealin', from people like you
Instead I took her out to the Apollo and the Bronxu
We sailed in Barrio (?) and the Metropolitan too
Got to the point when I was either with her or my crew
So I decided one day, to tell her my feelings was true
I couldn't live without her so I told her, facing my fears
But honey's only response, was a face full of tears
She could only sob hysterically, holding me tight
I tried to speak, but she wouldn't stop until I left sight
I felt like a moth who got himself too close to the light
Except I didn't burn, I turned cold after that night

[Hook]

[Verse 3]
I went on with my life, college and my career
Ended up locked up like an animal for a year
Where the C.O.'s talk to you like they were the overseer
Then I got sent to the hole, when my exit was near
At night in my cell, I'd close my eyes and I'd see her
Hold her close in my dreams, but when I woke she disappeared
Just an empty cell until the state gave me parole in the summer
came back, in tact and on track
But the fact of the matter, is I still felt cold
Even after my mother, hugged me, cryin' at home
My real niggaz would catch me thinkin', out of my zone
Fuckin' lots of different women, but I still felt alone
Relatively well-known around the New York underground
But I kept thinking of her and how we used to be down
The sound of her voice, and the beautiful smell of her hair
Though gone physically, somehow it was still there
I had to do something, because the shit was too much to bear
So I went and visited the building where she used to live
The world looks a lot different after you do a bid
The way your life done changed
While primitive minds (are) still stuck in the same game
Like her cousin who was on the corner slangin' cocaine
Stepped in the lobby and tapped the button next to her last name
Her mom buzzed me up and hugged me up, like a mother oughta
But her facial expression changed, when I asked about her daughter

[Hook]

[Verse 4]
She told me that there was a note for me, that was left behind
She had left it there waiting, for such a long time
I was inclined to ask about it but she brought it up first
I saw a tear swelling up in her eye, and then she cursed
She told me where the letter was and I started thinking the worst
Reversed my position, stepped over and opened the door
And sure enough there was an envelope with my name on the floor
"Nobody loves you more than me carino" is what the letter said

"By the time you get to read this, I'll probably be dead
But when you left in '97 a part of me went to Heaven
I thank God at least I got to know what love really was
But it hurt me, to see what true love really does
'Cause even though we never made love, you were all that there was
It was because I loved you so much that I had to make you leave
You made me doubt the way I thought, you made me want to believe
And then I slipped up, and I let you get close to me
It was hard to not be openly when people spoke to me
This was not the way I thought my life was supposed to be
Baby don't you see, I had a blood transfusion that left me with HIV
Hoped the end exists for me since late in 1993
I died a virgin, I wish I could've given myself to you
I cried in the hospital because there was no one else but you
Promise that you'll meet me in paradise inevitably
No matter what, I'll keep your love forever with me"

What happened for the rest of the day is still a blur
But I remember wishing that I was dead, instead of her
She was buried on August 3rd
The story ends without a sequel
And now you know why Technique, don't fucking fall in love with people
Hold the person that you love closely if they're next to you
The one you love, not the person that'll simply have sex with you
Appreciate them to the fullest extent, and then beyond
'Cause you never really know what you got, until it's gone

Jag uppmanar er verkligen att läsa denna texten,
för det första är den verklighetsbaserad, och för
det andra är den skitbra!!

[Verse 1]
I once knew a nigga whose real name was William
his primary concern, was making a million
being the illest hustler, that the world ever seen
he used to fuck moviestars and sniff coke in his dreams
a corrupted young mind, at the age of thirteen
nigga never had a father and his mom was a feen
she put the pipe down, but forever yeah she was sober
her sons heart simultaneously grew colder
he started hanging out selling bags in the projects
checking the young chicks, looking for hit and run prospects
he was fascinated by material objects
but he understood money never bought respect
he build a reputation cause he could hustle and steal
but got locked once it didn't hesitate to squeal
so criminals he chilled with didn't think he was real
you see me and niggaz like this have never been equal
I dont project my insurecurity's at other people
he feeded for props like addicts with pipes and needles
so he felt he had to prove to everyone he was evil
a fever minded young man with infinite potetial
the product of a ghetto breed capatalistic mental
coincidentally dropped out of school to sell weed
dancing with the devil, smoked until his eyes would bleed
but he was sick of selling trees and gave in to his greed

[Hook]
Everyone trying to be trife never face the consequences
you propably only did a month for minor offences
ask a nigga doing life if he had another chance
but then again there's always the wicked at new and advanced
dance forever with the devil on a code cell block
but thats what happens when you rape, murder and sell rock
devils used to be gods, angels that fell from the top
there's no diversity because we're burning in the melting pot

[Verse 2]
So Billy started robbing niggaz, anything he could do
he'd get his respect back, in the eyes of his crew
starting fights over little shit, up on the block
stepped up to selling mothers and brothers the crack rock
working overtime for making money for the crack spot
hit the jackpot and wanted to move up to cocaine
for filling the scarface fantasy stuck in his brain
tired of the block niggaz treating him the same
he wanted to be major like the cut throats and the thugs
but when he tried to step to 'em, niggaz showed him no love
they told him any motherfucking coward can sell drugs
any bitch nigga with a gun, can bust slugs
any nigga with a red shirt can front like a blood
even Puffy smoked the motherfucker up in a club
but only a real thug can stab someone till they die
standing in front of them, starring straight into their eyes
Billy realized that these men were well guarded
and they wanted to test him, before business started
suggested raping a bitch to prove he was cold hearted
so now he had a choice between going back to his life
or making money with made men, up in the cife
his dreams about cars and ice, made him agree
a hardcore nigga is all he ever wanted to be
and so he met them friday night at a quarter to three

[Hook]

[Verse 3]
They drove around the projects slow while it was raining
smoking blunts, drinking and joking for entertainment
untill they saw a woman on the street walking alone
three in the morning, coming back from work, on her way home
and so they quietly got out the car and followed her
walking through the projects, the darkness swallowed her
they wrapped her shirt around her head and knocked her onto the floor
this is it kid now you got your chance to be raw
so Billy oaked her up and grapped the chick by the hair
and dragged her into a lobby that had nobody there
she struggled hard but they forced her to go up the stairs
they got to the roof and then held her down on the ground
screaming shut the fuck up and stop moving around
the shirt covered her face, but she screamed the clouts
so Billy stomped on the bitch, until he broken her jaw
the dirty bastards knew exactly what they were doing
they kicked her until they cracked her ribs and she stopped moving
blood leaking through the cloth, she cried silently
and then they all proceeded to rape her violently
Billy was meant to go first, but each of them took a turn
ripping her up, and choking her until her throat burned
a broken jaw mumbled for god but they weren't concerned
when they were done and she was lying bloody, broken and broos
one of them niggaz pulled out a brand new twenty-two
they told him that she was a witness of what she'd gone through
and if he killed her he was guaranteed a spot in the crew
he thought about it for a minute, she was practicly dead
and so he leaned over and put the gun right to her head

(Sample from "Survival of the Fittest" by Mobb Deep)
I'm falling and I can't turn back
I'm falling and I can't turn back

[Verse 4]
Right before he pulled the trigger, and ended her life
he thought about the cold pain with the platinum and ice
and he felt strong standing along with his new brothers
cocked the gat to her head, and pulled back the shirt cover
but what he saw made him start the cringine studder
cuz he was starring into the eyes of his own mother
she looked back at him and cried, cause he had forsaken her
she cried more painfully, than when they were raping her
his whole world stopped, he couldn't even contiplate
his corruption had succesfully changed his fate
and he remembered how his mom used to come home late
working hard for nothing, cause now what was he worth
he turned away from the woman that had once given him birth
and crying out to the sky cause he was lonely and scared
but only the devil responded, cause god wasn't there
and right then he knew what it was to be empty and cold
and so he jumped off the roof and died with no soul
they say death take you to a better place but I doubt it
after that they killed his mother, and never spoke about it
and listen cause the story that I'm telling is true
cuz I was there with Billy Jacobs and I raped his mom to
and now the devil follows me everywhere that I go
infact I'm sure he's standing among one of you at my shows
and every street cypher listening to little thugs flowe
he could be standing right next to you, and you wouldn't know
the devil grows inside the hearts of the selvish and wicked
white, brown, yellow and black colored is not restricted
you have a self destructive destiny when your inflicted
and you'll be one of gods children and fell from the top
there's no diversity because we're burning in the melting pot
so when the devil wants to dance with you, you better say never
because the dance with the devil might last you forever

"Om kärlek är lätt att få, har den föga värde;
svårigheten gör den dyrbar."

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Oftast är jakten roligast, men efter två år med min älskling
har vi fortfarande härligt skoj tillsammans, men även mot-
gångar. Men det krävs för att vi ska kunna ha det så härligt
bra som vi har det. JAG ÄLSKAR DIG TOMI! <3<3

Jag sluter mina ögon
och drömmer för ett tag
Det gör jag ganska ofta,
några gånger varje dag
Den bilden i mitt huvud
den bilden som jag ser
Det är ett vackert minne
du tittar på mig och ler
Ofta fäller jag en tår
men sen skrattar jag igen
Jag saknar dig så mycket
du var min bästa vän
Men livet det går vidare
även om du inte finns här
För jag vet att när
jag kommer till himlen
så väntar du ju där.

jag saknar dig